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Day 4: Sloth. 7 things you neglect to do.

oh hai~ tagal ko nanaman nawala.

i’m as lazy as ever and i’ve got maybe about a hundred things i neglect to do but you said 7. so here it is:

1. Plates/ Projects - as fun as it can be i don’t know why i don’t want to do things on time. maybe the pressure thrills me idk

2. Cleaning - yep all of us neglect this. cleaning? really? i think my room’s clean enough as long as i know where my stuff is

3. Blog - i have lots of things in my mind and i’ve already made this but sometimes i really find myself not caring, and then i tend to forget what i should write about. lol

4. Song covers - yep i cover songs sometimes and there’s a really huge pile of it already from the requests of my friends. really guys? i’m not even good enough. :s

5. Watching movies - i really like watching movies and i don’t know why my body neglects it i’ve got tons of movies waiting for me and i just don’t find the right amount of excitement to watch anymore

6. Closing the door - as much as i’ve wanted my door to always be closed. whenever people who doesn’t have the skills and control of their chakra can’t close it, i’d do everything i can to close the door without moving an inch from where i am. (i’m kinda hardworking, huh)

7. Crying - when i get really, really sad and i just wanted to let go of all my feelings, i have this desire to cry but my laziness stops me from doing so. crying takes a lot of effort, i think. so i just go on with my life, being strong and shit.

that’s all folks! til next time

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What do i do?

What would i do if i miss you?
What would i say to make you stay?
What would i do to make you need me as much as i need you?
Would i just say that it’s okay?
Not knowing the future come what may.
Each and everyday i cannot bear.
Thinking that you just don’t care.
What am i to you i don’t know.
I’m really clueless would i stop or go.
And this thing i thought i would write.
To remind me in the future whether i was right.
Or even if it just won’t go well,
Each time i read this maybe it would ring a bell.

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Day 3: Wrath. 7 things that piss you off

-repeating what i’ve said

-bus honkers

-the heat and sweat when i don’t need it

-people not letting you finish what you’ve got to say

-people who always say life’s unfair

-people who don’t care about the earth stupid worthless people

-slow internet

well i don’t really get angry easily but these things shake my system

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